a day, in the life of,

2010-12-06T22:56:00.001-06:00

lately ive been lonely.

sad days ahead.

is it...

2010-06-20T15:30:00.002-05:00

is it bad of me that i miss you every day?

is it bad of me that i want to talk to you all day, every day?

you confirmed to me something that i feared.

but i still love you.

im sick,

2010-04-29T22:01:00.001-05:00

end of story.

but you make me better.

april 18t

2010-04-18T20:06:00.002-05:00

this weather lately has been pretty enjoyable.

minus the wind.

im enjoying work.

talking to caleb more and more each day.

i feel bad, i blew up at him today.

im scared, alone, confused.

DONT BE TARDY FOR THE PARTY.

NEW

2010-04-10T15:52:00.003-05:00

whats new?

im living in omaha. with family.

i got a job working at pier1, village pointe mall.

caleb and i are no longer in a formal relationship.

we have a tiny friendship right now that i am trying to build up to bigger and better again.

i hate where we left off.

i hate why we ended, how we ended.

he is still the love of my life, has been and will be forever.

i currently do not have a car.

FML.

DINNER

2010-01-08T21:13:00.002-06:00

tonight,

caleb and i made this soup:

Tortilla Soup with Chilies and Tomatoes

it was pretty good!

no cheese/avocado.

recipe at http://www.epicurious.com/recipes/food/views/Tortilla-Soup-with-Chiles-and-Tomatoes-351417

halloween 2009

2009-10-31T18:26:00.002-05:00

goodies at the mall

life in vermillion

2009-09-28T18:39:00.004-05:00

is good! i cant wait to move!!! early january, 2010

Ivri Lider

2009-09-08T20:17:00.001-05:00

The Bubble

2009-09-06T16:59:00.001-05:00

runway

2009-08-08T16:31:00.002-05:00

i love this song,

i remember growing as a kid,

and hearing this on my friend todd's tv when his mother would play mtv.

i LOVE this song,

enjoy yourselves this weekend.

i work tonight till 7, not sure my plans because caleb cant come visit.

i work tomorrow 12-6 then im off to vermillion.

BLESS!

2009-08-05T20:51:00.001-05:00

why is it, that when i have $1,249.29 charged onto my credit cards...

i want stuff the most?

i found these AMAZING marc by marc jacobs sunglasses:

org. $130 on sale for $80

you guessed it right,

pay day is coming, and those sunglasses are MINE!

again, with the window paint...

2009-07-30T18:46:00.004-05:00

thats one large one, on my windshield of course.

a little smaller, not to painful, on the drivers rear side window.

the big one, on my "rear" window. im not sure what that white stuff is on the bottom?

enough already, really.

because were still in high school or what?

2009-07-29T18:10:00.001-05:00

SOS shes in disguise

Theres a she wolf in disguise

Coming out coming out coming out

A domesticated girl thats all you ask of me

Darling it is no joke this is lycanthropy

The moon's awake now with eyes wide open

My bodys craving so feed the hungry

Ive been devoting myself to you Monday to Monday and Friday to Friday

Not getting enough retribution or decent incentives to keep me at it

Im starting to feel just a little abused like a coffee machine in an office

So Im gonna go somewhere cozy to get me a lover and tell you all about it

Theres a she wolf in the closet

Open up and set it free

Theres a she wolf in the closet

Let it out so it can breathe

Sitting across a bar staring right at her prey

Its going well so far shes gonna get her way

Nocturnal creatures are not so prudent

The moon's my teacher and Im her student

To locate the single men I got on me a special radar

And the fire department hotline in case I get in trouble later

Not looking for cute little divos or rich city guys that just want to enjoy

Im having a very good time in the heat, very bad in the arms of a boy

Theres a she wolf in the closet

Open up and set it free

Theres a she wolf in the closet

Let it out so it can breathe

SOS shes in disguise

Theres a she wolf in disguise

Coming out coming out coming out

SOS shes in disguise

Theres a she wolf in disguise

Coming out coming out coming out

Theres a she wolf in your closet, let it out so it can breathe

horse meat disko

2009-07-26T13:05:00.000-05:00

ride that white horse

2009-07-25T17:47:00.002-05:00

yesterMORNING was ok...

got my hair cut and we tanning.

yesterDAY was no fun...

he was mad at me for so many reasons.

to me, they were sill, to him, they were serious.

however, i did get 1.5hrs in at the pool!

then i had to work.

another day, another $

yesterNIGHT was better...

called him, while working, and talked things out.

got off work and went for a run.

today im just doing nothing.

woke up late, blah.

work 1-7.

another day, another $

im home alone, with no idea of what im wanting to do tonight, as i work again tomorrow, 12-6.

another day, another $

i will spend some time cleaning house, listening to the electric/dance channel on the tv radio.

what do i want for dinner?

mcdonalds is what i crave, but it will be a waste as im no longer impressed with the taste of fast food that i crave. i suppose that is a good thing.

i want pizza: sam & louies.

i want chinese: panda garden.

i want mexican: el mezcal.

tomorrow after work, 6pm, im headed to vermillion again.

just a quick trip, as i have to be back to work on monday around 4.

it will be so good to see him tho.

ive been craving for the cheesecake factory.

i need to get a damn battery for my camera,

that way i can spice up this blog with my own pictures!

wait,

2009-07-22T19:02:00.002-05:00

some easy listening for you this evening.

sitting at work,

thinking about my week.

pretty easy so far.

no complaints.

came home from vermillion on monday afternoon.

ive just worked a few hours, laid by the pool, did some mild workouts.

i get my hair cut finally, friday at 9.30am

going to vermillion, AGAIN, on sunday after work. i should arrive around 7.20ish, made dinner, watch a movie maybe?

weekend outlook:

2009-07-20T18:37:00.002-05:00

friday: washed my car, worked out, cleaned house up, worked, slept.

saturday: worked, vermillion, party, slept.

sunday: walk, mexican, ice cream, movie, dinner, movie, slept.

monday: lunch, first time tasting beer: i enjoy a corona... surprise, norfolk, work.

REALLY?

2009-07-17T09:29:00.003-05:00

ENOUGH SAID.

weekend luggage,

2009-07-10T19:50:00.003-05:00

i want the louis vuitton steamer bag,

you know,

2009-07-10T19:46:00.001-05:00

when youre working,

enjoying your night,

and you get a difficult customer?

just happened.

2009-07-07T17:58:00.002-05:00

i love ebay!

got two new pairs of shoes!

birkenstock araziona sandals org $120 sale $40.20

birkenstock london shoes org $150 sale $85.93

2009-07-03T19:23:00.001-05:00

id love to be my own friend,

im so generous.

new shoes

2009-06-30T22:28:00.000-05:00

id like these

in white with black.

may i,

2009-06-30T21:41:00.001-05:00

cut my feet off???

two blisters, always a joy.

2009-06-26T20:28:00.001-05:00

what makes you happy?

2009-06-26T04:05:00.001-05:00

i woke up, had to pee.

went to the bathroom, discovered i had an ingrown hair on my thigh.

got it out, a mild pain.

once out, i decided to smell it.

THE WORST GOD AWFUL SMELL,

some new tunes:

2009-06-24T20:46:00.000-05:00

2009-06-24T19:53:00.000-05:00

MISS YOU

Vermillion, SD

2009-06-20T11:00:00.007-05:00

headed to vermillion after work at three.

here is vermillion in daylight, and night time rain.

rather, pretty?

never let down, piano version by andrew w.k. is amazing, i love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tnlgegDh_w4

here is the link, embedded is disabled by request. LAME

new phone

2009-06-19T18:44:00.001-05:00

here is why my new blackberry will look like...

black with yellow trim!

fresh huh??

it will arrive on tuesday!!!

2009-06-19T14:08:00.000-05:00

the only day of sun this week,

and i spent it outside!

2009-06-18T19:45:00.001-05:00

you know those times when you SWEAR TO GOD HIMSELF that your phone is vibrating,

but its really not?

that happens all the time to me!!!

2009-06-14T00:51:00.000-05:00

what a blast, today was.

i arrived,

2009-06-13T00:54:00.002-05:00

in omaha,

a little over an hour ago!

here to spend the weekend with grandma.

celebrate my birthday!

i turn 20 soon!

and, had a run in with caleb tonight.

well, maybe not so much as a literal run in... compared to a verbal.

we talked on the phone, text a lil.

maybe things are looking towards the positive side.

only be hopeful.

im hoping to do SO much this weekend.

ESP visit the village point farmers market, tomorrow. before or after breakfast will be fine.

breakfast.

2009-06-12T08:59:00.002-05:00

a larger than life service of

homemade

french toast.

with a side of canadian bacon.

was delicious, i impress myself every time.

its a rainy day today.

but, theres no rain?

pilates today at 12.15

black eyed peas were on the today show,

i can not get enough!

im ready for a trip [back] to the city.

i find it funny.

2009-06-11T19:48:00.001-05:00

when girls wear heels

and dont know how to walk in them.

hell, i wear heels better then most!

i aint no tranny either,

2009-06-11T16:23:00.000-05:00

i cant get enough.

loves,

breakfast in a bowl

2009-06-10T10:43:00.003-05:00

delicious:

scrambled eggs,

brown rice,

churri.

the churri IS a bit of a let down,

after dealing with a "mini" food processor and a rottttten onion, i called it good.

its amazing how having such a magnificent day, turns crazy bad.

although its south dakota...

daily life in vermillion is so much better.

june 20th.

when?

2009-06-10T06:26:00.001-05:00

when does it reach the point of annoying?

the fact that i CANT sleep.

ive been up since 5.15.

safari 4

2009-06-10T05:44:00.002-05:00

the new safari 4.

i kind of like?

heres what my "top sites" looks like,

lol

good morning.

2009-06-10T05:21:00.002-05:00

its now sun rise time.

why im up already, only the heavens know.

last night i called you,

call didnt go through.

i called again, and you answered.

10min in the call dropped...

you called back, but no one was there.

i hung up, called you back, twice, got your voice mail.

i text you,

jokingly saying "i guess were just not meant to talk tonight."

you got pissed at me, why is it always like that?

my "hobbies" include:

yoga & pilates

cooking & cleaning

id like to learn to play you a song on the piano this summer.

im also looking forward to watercolor painting, come this fall.

ive been enjoying this song for the past few days;

enjoy the music, while i take a pee break.

and im back.

this weekend will be full of f-u-n.

its my 20th birthday weekend!

have to celebrate big, beings im back to work come monday.

im getting tired again.

ill be back after a bit.

yoga at 8.30.

wondering,

2009-06-08T21:38:00.003-05:00

at which point in your daily adventures,

do you start to include those you love in your future plans?

also.

went to the dentist today.

i always have the perfect smile before i go in, and the BEST smile after!

except.

i dont floss...

im showing early signs of gum disease...

tonight:

2009-06-08T21:32:00.003-05:00

tonight i got home from work.

it was still daylight out!

<- 9.10pm

<- 9.30 pm.

even though it stays light out late,

once the sun sets, its bye bye bye.

such a beautiful evening.

if only in vermillion, "under the starts"

ritas

2009-06-07T21:05:00.002-05:00

these sound soooo good right now.

tacos please!

breckenridge, co

make up your mind

2009-06-04T13:42:00.002-05:00

katelyn

2009-06-04T13:25:00.003-05:00

visited my friend at work earlier,

she waxed my back for me.

practically painless.

attractive result.

thanks babe.

best day, worst day

2009-06-04T09:57:00.005-05:00

breakfast after yoga was delicious.

carrot juice, organic skim milk, green+ginger tea.

open faced sandwich:

cream cheese, spring mix, egg, canadian bacon.

lunch after pilates, bit white trash.

iced black tea.

veggie chicken nuggets, pork&beans, corn.

during my last fifteen minuets of work i started to get a headache.

took a pill, asked for it to go away.

went to the grocery store with mother for a few items and i could barely shop it was getting so bad.

got home, went to bed before 10, cried my self to sleep in pain.

it didnt go away till about 8am this morning.

good morning,

2009-06-03T08:12:00.003-05:00

its official,

im starting my yoga/pilates routine again!

go me.

time for success,

and not failure!

2009-06-02T19:53:00.001-05:00

monica posted this on facebook the other day,

how i miss texas and all the people.

soon we will be reunited

bed time

2009-06-02T19:15:00.004-05:00

i found these beds a while back ago,

and they look divine!

theyre all natural,

made with crazy shit like horse hair!!!!

so basically, i want one.

and will get one.

plus, this picture is breath taking isnt it?

hair cut

2009-06-02T14:53:00.002-05:00

got my hair did today!

i also love gray t-shirts!

june1 2009

2009-06-01T22:56:00.002-05:00

tonight i rest my head to sleep,

after a weekend at your house.

success?

id say so.

fun?

quite a blast.

tonight:

2009-05-28T19:54:00.001-05:00

while at work,

the oakley rep stopped by.

his name is doak.

hott huh...

the name fits the guy.

he was hott like the summer sun.

literally

2009-05-28T13:45:00.001-05:00

i sit and wait,

all day long.

just for a package.

mayor bloomberg

2009-05-28T12:39:00.001-05:00

happy burberry day,

to all my new yorkers.

2009-05-27T17:55:00.001-05:00

2009-05-25T22:08:00.002-05:00

lights off,

lights on.

at grandmas new house.

attn: shiny blue heart <3

2009-05-25T22:07:00.001-05:00

all your money,

gimme it.

today,

2009-05-23T20:23:00.000-05:00

you called me.

and i answered.

who knows.

2009-05-22T20:51:00.001-05:00

i want:

a j.crew short sleeved cashmere sweater, maybe a cardi?

make one for men, plz n thkz.

2009-05-21T23:20:00.001-05:00

went to the matinee today, $6. the movie was good, not like the da vinci code tho...

2009-05-20T19:44:00.000-05:00

hopeful

2009-05-19T23:43:00.001-05:00

cross your fingers,

and hope for the best.

'tis all i can do.

omaha

2009-05-19T20:42:00.000-05:00

tonight,

after work...

im taking rhaegen and three of her friends to omaha.

we will be staying at her sister shaes apartment.

THEN

i will be taking them to the airport in the morning

and they are flying to texas.

should be a long night

burrito

2009-05-18T23:13:00.003-05:00

tonight at work

i had a burrito

it was a MEGA veggi burrito!

with black beans!

yum

17 may, 2009

2009-05-17T23:12:00.009-05:00

i miss hanging out with you,

margs on saturday night

5.16.2009

beau

jade

enjoying the sun.

in my new sunnies.

wearing a sweatshirt.

mid may, 2009.

early may, 2009.

enjoying the elements in vermillion, sd.

NO sweatshirt.

bonfire

2009-05-17T12:16:00.003-05:00

last night,

i had a bonfire!

it was nice,

naturally chilly,

artificially silly.

we had fire and margaritas

2009-05-17T02:10:00.000-05:00

ready for dinner.

chinese!

maxxx benjamin

2009-05-16T18:39:00.002-05:00

they dont call me

mr. money bags for nothin

cuisinart

2009-05-14T22:47:00.002-05:00

Original Food Processor Brushed Metal Series

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Color

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Price: $149.00

Product Features
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Extra-large feed tube holds whole fruits and vegetables
Powerful enough to knead bread dough with ease
Brushed metal base
Easy to use and clean
Stainless steel medium slicing disc (4 mm)
Stainless steel shredding disc
Chopping/mixing blade
Dough blade
Small and large pushers
Detachable disc stem
Spatula
Instruction/Recipe book
Full 5-year motor warranty
Limited 3-year warranty on entire unit

2009-05-14T18:00:00.001-05:00

star trek was GREAT!

ive found a new addiction.

call me geek face,

i love it.

and spock!

star trek

2009-05-13T20:31:00.005-05:00

tonight,

9.35

linly gave it a 7 out of 10.

we will see what i think

telephone

2009-05-13T20:00:00.002-05:00

i call,
you answer.

youre at work,
say youll call me back.

day goes on,
no phone call.

2009-05-13T17:45:00.003-05:00

got some new sunglasses today from work.

oakley jupiter LX to be exact.

MSRP: $130

WRRP: $65 (50% off)

this weekend;

2009-05-12T20:45:00.002-05:00

i wallpapered my room!

only jokes.

how hideous are these walls??

welcome to where i work!

an expression,

2009-05-10T23:18:00.002-05:00

of joy.

joy n: a feeling of great pleasure and happiness

tonight i watched an expression of joy, on the hd theatre channel.

it was enJOYable.

i love documentaries.

the thrills of learning.

i love,

2009-05-07T19:50:00.000-05:00

waking up, in your bed.

what is wrong

2009-05-03T23:49:00.002-05:00

with everything?

i have 934837849 thoughts flooding my brain,

i feel like its worse than katrina.

today seems like its been a wonderful day,

mixed with a side of from hell.

enjoying all the times we share,

i want to spend the rest of time with you.

it was such a beautiful day today,

hung out outside, caught some rayz.

i like this song...

will you let me love you?

and if so, may i ask when?

delicious

2009-04-30T21:34:00.001-05:00

how much,

2009-04-30T19:57:00.004-05:00

while doing the bank deposit at work tonight,

i began to think...

what would i do with this money...

and,

i would buy myself the gucci moccasins i want.

the black ones with the metal detail.

theres more $$$ there than you think.

you moved:

2009-04-28T19:48:00.003-05:00

now youve disappeared,

where did you go???

2009-04-27T22:55:00.006-05:00

below,

is a build up of what is to come!

looooook at all the paperz

what is this?

could it be?

it is,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

from louis vuitton!

it even came wrapped up,

in an elegant BEAU

louis v.

2009-04-27T20:06:00.001-05:00

is dat chu?

more to come.

farmers alike

2009-04-26T17:37:00.002-05:00

come one, come all.

to the sunset plaza mall.

enjoy the tractor display.

thunderstorm

2009-04-26T11:03:00.002-05:00

this morning,

i woke up to a thunderstorm.

there is nothing more beautiful than that.

the calm during the storm,

the birds chirping after.

beautiful

weeds

2009-04-26T00:15:00.003-05:00

today at work,

while enjoying the vas amounts of free time i receive,

i decided to start watching weeds.

thank god for netflix.

this show is quite enjoyable.

finishing season one i type.

good night.

im not talking

2009-04-24T18:05:00.001-05:00

to you for a while,

call me stubborn

i dont care.

my gift will arrive on monday.

i am excited.

ive been in the mood for muuusic lately.

cant get enough

birthday?

2009-04-24T10:13:00.001-05:00

naw,

just an early gift for myself.

ordered this on wednesday.

getting it on monday.

black.

louis v.

2009-04-16T18:24:00.002-05:00

iz dat chu????

today while shopping in VERMILLION, SD of all places,

the civic council was selling a "louis vuitton" bag for $200.

FAKE

yogi

2009-04-15T15:17:00.002-05:00

this morning i woke up extra early,
so i could enjoy a break from life and go to yoga.

its been so long since i last went,
and it was great to go back.

i will be going on a regular basis,
along with pilates.

tomorrow

2009-04-15T00:00:00.002-05:00

IS THE DAY

ive been looking forward to tomorrow for quite some time.

day of school, birthday lunch with grandma, writers clinic, homework, work, then im off to vermillion.

cant wait.

day two

2009-04-14T23:53:00.005-05:00

i love craft time,

i wish college was more like elementary school!

here is the finished product.

kind of clever ay?

callin it,

dayz of rayz...

get it,

the shape is of the Ray Ban Wafarer

im so catchy!

we offer:

DESIGNER NAMES.

AFFORDABLE FRAMES.

rhyme time major.

bring flyer in... get 25% off purchase!

new spectacles

2009-04-14T20:47:00.003-05:00

ray ban, is dat chu

speechless

2009-04-13T23:43:00.000-05:00

aww

2009-04-11T09:24:00.000-05:00

holler for that dollar,

got this in the mail today,

super sweet.

8 april, 2009

2009-04-10T11:41:00.000-05:00

today,

the magic FedEx man came.

with him he had his bag of goodies!

and today was MY day to pick from it...

i chose the pretty brown, really heavy, box.

reason being,

it had this pretty sounding french word "le creuset"

i just wanted to know what this word meant.

so, i start to open the box,

and inside there is another box!

a gorgeous orange box.

when i opened it i was filled with excitement and joy!

it was a WONDERFUL wok!!!!

its so gorgeous

made of cast iron,

all black,

with a glass lid.

i cant wait to give it!

and get to use it!

2009-04-07T23:06:00.000-05:00

today,

while flipping through the tv guide thinking to myself:

there is nothing on, what a waste of my time

when!!!!

i discovered we now get bravo!

isnt that just exciting!

truly is.

i love that show rachel zoe.

i cant wait to watch bravo all day long.

i think,

i just may go do that now.

enjoy

dumb bitch

2009-04-06T21:21:00.001-05:00

today at work,

some lady paid her $528 bill with..

one $100 bill

one $50 bill

six $20 bills

one $5 bill

AND

9387484384347835 $1 bills!!!!!!

its like,

good god lady!

write a check,

god damn.

jcp

2009-04-05T12:54:00.000-05:00

yesterday i purchased caleb's birthday present.

he will be turning 19.

it should be coming in the mail late this week or early early early next...

its been two weeks since i've last seen him,

and about four days since we've talked.

going to spend next weekend with him.

leaving town when i get off work.

i cant wait,

i hate the distance,

i hate the length in time,

he's all i think about,

he's all i dream about,

i can't take it,

i can't handle it.

no more,

i promise.